Living lonely... do I really have to?

I incredibly woke up early today. I feel so sad. I feel so calluse. I'm empty... as empty as you imagine. As opened my eyes, the and made a phone call. I called him...with my pleading heart and rushing tears that lines from my eyes to my cheeks.. then to my pillow. He is gone... but it's alright. Shit happens.ü

I hooked online and found several friends of mine. I talked to them and told them what happened. They comforted me and I thanked them for being there. I love my friends much more than I loved any other guy. They're there to stay.

I called my friend by the phone to ease the pain of my bleeding heart. I asked if I can come on their place... good thing he agreed. He called my other friend and we celebrate in his place. A celebration for my bleeding heart. A celebration of being free once again... free from worries and from the hands of an unworthy person.

We played NBA live and tekken tag...I won in every game (ok pala ako pag bad trip) Hehe.. now I can laugh and smile. I'm happy enjoying the luxuries in my friends house but the best thing is the free internet access and the delicious foods that we cooked earlier this afternoon.

In still in his place and he is looking for his phone. He forgot where he put it. Hehe..(topak 'no?) I'm happy. I'm happy. I'm happy... with or without him cause I have a whole bunch of friends.

I need to go home by now, it's late at night and my mom will surely scold me once again. When I get home, I'll eat then rest. Clean my room and myself. Finally... my most awaited activity, to go to sleep. I need a break cause tomorrows gonna be a great day. I'll prepare for it and love it. Tomorrow... I'll be greater than the greatest.

I love my life though sometimes it sucks and shit happens. It's alright...shits are made to bring color to this wonderful world.

Good night.ü