Just A Little Bit

Just A Little Bit
by Maria Mena (with my comments)

Just a little bit stronger (i'm trying)
Just a little bit wiser (there are a lot of things that I still need to know)
Just a little less needy (because I am very...)
And maybe I'd get there. (not only maybe... I always wish)

Just a little bit pretty (and a little more confident)
Just a little more aware (and attentive)
Just a little bit thinner (sexier?)
And maybe I'd get there... (I want really want to)

Clearly, clearly I remember (because I can't forget it)
Hiking up my skirt (haven't done it)
Asking for your time (Am I bothering you?)

Clearly, clearly I remember (...)
Nervous if ever confronted (Very nervous...)
And questioning myself (And anxious at the same time)

Perhaps, perhaps if I got better (This is one of the things that I always wanted.)
Perhaps if I challenged myself (Haven't I?)
Perhaps if I was (perhaps if I was... perhaps...)

Just a little bit stronger
Just a little bit wiser
Just a little less needy (How can I if I have none?)

Maybe I'd get there... (I'm dying to get there)

Clearly, clearly I remember
Pulling up my shirt
Staring blank ahead (yeah... just like a while ago at the bus)

Clearly, clearly I remember
Days of useless crying (I mean, nights of useless crying)
Almost feeling dead (As always)

Perhaps, perhaps if I was smaller (Or better again)
Perhaps, I could control myself (Yeah... perhaps if I could really control myself)
PERHAPS IF I WAS.