Thursday, September 30, 2004
Sunday, September 26, 2004
The things that I have to post...
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Para bang kayo pero hindi?
Why do they keep themselves together? Why do they hold hands whenever they stroll? Why are they spending way too much time on the phone with each other? Sila kaya?.... I'm sure you heard some of this questions, or if ever nangyari na cguro sa inyo. Ung tipong wala kayong masagot sa mga tanong na ito. you have an answer pero laging ewan ko. "PARANG KAME PERO HINDE".
This parang-kyo-pero-hindi stage or more on known as the MU or mutual understanding. What is it really? It is a phase where the persons involved are MORE THAN FRIENDS BUT NOT QUITE LOVERS. There might be an agreement or a mutual understanding. One or both of them may have ADMITTED THEIR FEELINGS pero wala talagang verbal agreement. They just LET THEIR GESTURES do the talking for them...
Just like in the stories MU can happen at DIFFERENT STAGESFOR DIFFERENT REASON. It can be happen AFTER BREAK-UP or BEFORE A NEW RELATIONSHIP. For a time it can be fun pero I'm sure you know na may kapalit lahat ng happenings nyo? like first "YOU CANT ASK HER/HIM TO COMMIT" since walang kayong relationship HINDI KA PWEDENG MAGDEMAND NG COMMITMENT from your partner or the other side na HINDI TALAGA PWEDENG MAGING KAYO its bcoz may commitment sya sa iba.
Ano ba kayo? You will always be UNCERTAIN ABOUT YOUR ROLE IN HER/HIMLIFE. Hindi mo pwedeng I-EXPECT NANANDYAN SIYA LAGI for you or CALL OR TEXT YOU EVERY TIME and kung na feel mo na NAGSESELOS ka sa iba YOU JUST HAVE TO KEEP IT TO YOURSELF. Again ANO KA BA NYA PARA MAGSELOS? Another is "YOU CANT BE SURE OF HER TRUE FEELINGS" kahit na alam mo na sobrang bait nya sayo na halos baguhin na nya buhay mo at sobrang in love ka pasa knya. Hindi ka pa rin SURE KUNG GANUN DIN UNG NAFEFEEL NYA PARA SAYO. You maybe just ASSUMING TOOooOoOOoOO MUCH even if you are dying to TELL HER/HIM YOULOVE HER/HIM, YOU CAN'T. Because you're not sure if she'll LIKE it. baka MAPAHIYA kalang dba? This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship or kung meron nga ba tlaga?
I know na MU relationship are really cool kse you can enjoy things lovers do without commitment pero IN RETURN ANG SAKIT TALAGA... kse pano kung MASYADO ka nang maging ATTACHED sa kanya? ung tipongang LAKI NG ASA MO NA MAGIGING KAYO, na HINDI KA NA NAG EENTERTAIN ng iba dahil sakanya. Pero only to find out na SHE/HE SEE IN GOT HER na pala or mas love nya ung kapartner nya than u?
SOUNDS BULLSHIT!
so if your having this "PARANG KAYO PERO HINDI"thing the only way to figure what is the REAL SCORE is to TALK. if ever na nothings happen sa inyo it means na wala talaga or she/he chose her/his partner than u, and that's the sign na u have to move on... ok?
Comment: Salamat sa nagsulat nito dahil nakuha ko lang ito sa friendster. Maraming tinamaan sa mga kailbigan kong ungas. ; )
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Monday, September 13, 2004
Hangover
Thursday, September 09, 2004
Written in a scrap paper...
Sitting in the corner
Staring at the four walls
Drowning in tears
Like a box, empty inside
Fill this hallow state of mine
Tired of being lonely
And be abused by time
'Coz I'm like a box, empty inside
What do i Need to have?
Wake me up from this nightmare
Tired of being like a box
So hallow and nobody cares.




