Sunday, October 31, 2004

LIGHT YEARS by Bamboo

hello... goodbye...
LEAVE ME ALONE
DON'T WANNA BE WITH ANYONE

lie awake in bedmy eyes are closed
i bet you think i'm wasted
hit me if you think it's worth it
if you think I've crossed the line
i'll see you somewhere out there

i know you think i'm crazy
or a schizo maybe
or a drug fiend addict
but i know what's real

i know you faked it
coz lies are what we have in your world
read all the books of life
looked at myselfwhere did the years go?
they're lost within the pages of time

if you think i've crossed the line
i'll see you somewhere out there
something about it makes me
something about it takes me
something about you make me high
so high

me and my folk guitar we've seen
a glimpse of the wild worldit's beautiful, it's crazy
a lot of people that we knowthey talked about us
they say we've lost it
they're too far away from Venus I say

if they know what we know
we'll see them somewhere out there
coz light years from now
they'll find it somehow
coz it's beautiful out there

Saturday, October 30, 2004

Mine at Xanga

I'm currently working in this another blog, though there's nothing much in it. Click the title and you'll see my nonsense xanga site. hehe... :D

Thursday, October 28, 2004

10:33 PM 09/28/2004

Dati pa 'to... napulot ko lang at aking ipinost... :D

10:33 PM 09/28/2004
I'm supposed to be sleeping by now because we'll have numerous of activities tomorrow. I can't sleep. I can't think of anything. I just want to write.
I'm sorry. I hurt you, but I didn't mean it I never really was. I'm in despair. Crying my heart out.. my weak, sad, and painful little heart. I don'tknow why I'm crying. He is gone and you're mad at me. I wanna cry though it makes no sense at all.

What will you choose? To wait in vain for someone you loved and break the heart of the one by your side or love the person beside you and say goodbye to the person you loved even though he comes back for you? The choices suck. Aren't there anything better?

I'm sad. Crying my heart out in the middle of the dark silent night. Tears drips from my eyes. I love but do I really love you? If I do, how can I say so? Just becasue you're there and you're the one I can count on whenever I feel sad? Or I'm just trying to say those things to forget him or just becasue I don't wanna hurt you?

I don't know. Why are we like this? We used to be happy, very very happy. I said I don't wanna lose you, but why did I said that? Why does it feels like I love you but I cant' forget him and still wanted to be him. I can't love to persons at the same time. Let's stop this misery of an insane mind.

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Another nonsense crap

I've been surfing the net for almost an hour, looking for naothing. I'm too damn bored here in our house.

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Hay salamat...

Pagkalipas ng ilang araw ay sa wakas, gumana na ulit ang aking modernong diary. Hehe...


Sunday, October 17, 2004

Waaaah!

loistantric

May sakit pa rin ako ngayon... :(

Friday, October 15, 2004

Matulog na daw ako

ako'y nilamon ng bukas na aking nasilayan sa pagmulat ng aking mga malabong mata.

Waaah! May sakit ulit ako... ubo, sipon, lagnat. Bad trip. May gusto akong ikwento kaya lng hindi pwede. Hehe... confidential... pasencya na.ü Anyway, kailangan ko nang matulog para gumaling. sige, magandang gabi! ü

Tuesday, October 12, 2004


take a closer look...
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Monday, October 11, 2004

ako'y nilamon ng bukas na aking nasilayan sa pagmulat ng aking mga malabong mata.


wala lang!

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Corny moments...

Nagbabasa ako ng mga testi ng mga new-found-friends ko sa uste. Ako'y namangha. Bakit? Dahil tulad ng isang pangkaraniwang tao, marami silang so called wonders sa life story nila at personality. Masaya ako dahil nakilala ko sila at may mga kaibigan akong tulad nila kahit na puro sila lalaki. Hehe... ganyan talaga... (konti lang din kasi ung mga babae sa engineering dept. kaya bihira ako makahanap ng makakasundo at kapareho ng mga gusto ko.) Anyway, balik sa kanila... Siguro dahil ngayon ko pa lang sila nakilala kaya ako naa-amuse. Pero unti-unti ko rin silang nakikilala dahil sa araw-araw na pagsasama namin at pagtatanungan kung saan kakain tuwing tanghali. Sana kami pa rin ang magkakasama sa uste next year o sa mga susunod pang semister. siguro mangyayari lang un kung di ako magshi-shift at hindi lilipat ng school si antonio. Hay nako... ang drama ng buhay... ang drama ko. Hehe... Basta, masaya ako kasama siya at kasama sila. ü

Yehey!

Isa ako sa mga libo-libong estudyante na nagdiriwang sapagkat ngayon ay amin nang sem break. Napakasarap ng pakiramdam ng walang alalahanin sa paggising ng maaga at sa mga patung patong na mga takdang aralin. Ang sarap kumain ng walang binabayaran, di tulad ng kapag nasa iskwela ka na lahat ng iyong titikman ay may halaga. Na miss ko ang lutong bahay at ang napakahimbing na tulog. Pati na rin ang aming bakuran at paligid ng bahay. Hay nako... iba talaga ang feeling kapag nasa bahay ka. Ang saya!
Ako'y nilamon ng bukas na aking nasilayan sa pagmulat ng aking mga malabong mata.

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Leeezzzzzen!

Math subject is great but what I mean is our math professor is the one who sucks. He doesn't know how to teach though he knows what he will teach.
An easy leson will surely be more difficult to understand because for sure, he make complicated solutions even if there simple ways to solve it. He always commits mistakes when he solves several problem and say his taglines like "Whoops!" or "Sorry, sorry, I committed a mistake here.", "Are we communicating?", "Uh-oh!", "Leeezzzen! leeezzzen!", "Don't talk to your seatmates, leezzen... ok?" Damn! There's more but I can't remember it anymore.
Anyway, I hope he'll not be our teacher for next sem. He is kind and good but stupid at the same time. Ask my other classmates, perhaps they'll also say the same thing. Just say the magic word... Uro! ü

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Upon the greediness of my evil phase...

Light years by Bamboo, the current track playing. I really wanted to get acopy of Kitchie Nadal's record as well as Sponge Cola's latest and Session Road's. But then, it's costly and school days are about to end. Where will I get money to buy those stuffs? BULLSHIT! I their album in the music store. Mamamatay ka sa ingit dahil ala kang pambili. Hehe... ito ang sabi ng aking gagong konsiyensiya. Another thing that will eat my savings is the coming break party. Damn! I need a lot of bucks. Waaa! Where will I get money! Now I'm so regretful over the nonsense things in where I wasted my money during those happy times. Hay nako... anyway may pera naman ako e... gusto ko lang marami, di lang marami kundi umaapaw. Sounds greedy...hehe. evil me. >;-)

Wala akong makwento

Wala akong ma post. Wala akong makwento. Wala akong magawa. Walang kwenta 'to... hay nako.