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I miss the phone calls, I miss the chats, I miss them, I miss someone.ü
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some moves our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same." -Flavia Weedn
I miss the phone calls, I miss the chats, I miss them, I miss someone.ü
I’ve been dreaming for so long
To see you smile right back at me
From where you are
I’ve been wishing for so long
To see you smile back at me
Like I’m somebody special
But as I aged and as I changed
I left it all behind
‘Cause now your calls seem some kind of mellow
Will I run to you?
Even if I’m losing hours
Even if I’m losing hours of sleep
Today
I’ve been down too long
Yeah I know
I know ‘cause the radio’s been playing that same old song
That same old song
About this regular girl
With regular hopes
And regular dreams gone stale
‘Coz she doesn’t know where to go
We can find another break time to sit a talk a while
I’ll be your queen and you’ll be my king
And we’ll be dancing all night
But it’s getting there, it’s getting to me
And it’s tearing me apart
‘Cause I don’t know where to go
WILL I RUN TO YOU?
Minsan, maiisip ko na kung may mahalagang mga tao sa buhay natin... alam ba nila na mahalaga sila para sa atin? hmmm... gulo 'no? gets mo? hehe...
Napapansin ko kasi na mas mahirap kalimutan ang mga simpleng bagay na ginawa sayo ng isang ordinaryong kaibigan. Minsan din kasi, wala tayong maasahan sa malalapit na kaibigan... lalo na kung may mga mas mahalaga silang gagawin. Siguro hindi na nila napapasin na kailangan mo rin ng tulong sa mga simpleng bagay katulad ng kabagutan. Hehe... basta ganun talaga. Kaya ngayon pa lang, para sa aking mga kaibigan, maraming maraming salamat. Lalung lalo na ung mga nakausap ko nitong mga nagdaang araw. Sorry sa mga pagkukulang... hehe drama 'no? basta, salamat sa lahat. Kung kinakausap kita ng maayos, kaibigan kita at maraming salamat ulit. Kung wala akong kwentang kausap para sayo, pwes... di kita kailangan. Hehe... cge! un lang... Teka, nagtataka kung bakit leche flan ang title 'no? Kasi kumakain ako ng leche flan sa ngayon... hmmmm... sarap! Hehe.. cge gud nyt! ü
I incredibly woke up early today. I feel so sad. I feel so calluse. I'm empty... as empty as you imagine. As opened my eyes, the and made a phone call. I called him...with my pleading heart and rushing tears that lines from my eyes to my cheeks.. then to my pillow. He is gone... but it's alright. Shit happens.ü
I hooked online and found several friends of mine. I talked to them and told them what happened. They comforted me and I thanked them for being there. I love my friends much more than I loved any other guy. They're there to stay.
I called my friend by the phone to ease the pain of my bleeding heart. I asked if I can come on their place... good thing he agreed. He called my other friend and we celebrate in his place. A celebration for my bleeding heart. A celebration of being free once again... free from worries and from the hands of an unworthy person.
We played NBA live and tekken tag...I won in every game (ok pala ako pag bad trip) Hehe.. now I can laugh and smile. I'm happy enjoying the luxuries in my friends house but the best thing is the free internet access and the delicious foods that we cooked earlier this afternoon.
In still in his place and he is looking for his phone. He forgot where he put it. Hehe..(topak 'no?) I'm happy. I'm happy. I'm happy... with or without him cause I have a whole bunch of friends.
I need to go home by now, it's late at night and my mom will surely scold me once again. When I get home, I'll eat then rest. Clean my room and myself. Finally... my most awaited activity, to go to sleep. I need a break cause tomorrows gonna be a great day. I'll prepare for it and love it. Tomorrow... I'll be greater than the greatest.
I love my life though sometimes it sucks and shit happens. It's alright...shits are made to bring color to this wonderful world.
Good night.ü