Tuesday, December 28, 2004

A S K P

Walang pasok... pero masaya dito sa bahay. I have great times with my friends, hanging out and partying. :) Haven't notice that resume of classes is fast approaching. Hehe [The next sentences is suppose to be on the next paragraph...blogspot sucks.] Hehe... I miss my friends in UST and my long lost friends but above all those things, I miss blliards, badminton, and basketball... siya, hindi ko namimiss. Hehe... pano, it makes no difference, with or without HIM

I miss the phone calls, I miss the chats, I miss them, I miss someone.ü

Gaano kadalas ang minsan?

Ewan. Tanong ko lang un. Hehe... bad trip kagabi, may error nanaman tong isang pc. Di ako makaconnect sa blogger. Damn!

Friday, December 24, 2004

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer [daw... daw... daw... hehe. huhuhu... sayang hindi ako napunta sa Beato]

I am a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

(totoo nga... hehe) ü

Partisan

I’ve been dreaming for so long
To see you smile right back at me
From where you are



I’ve been wishing for so long
To see you smile back at me
Like I’m somebody special



But as I aged and as I changed
I left it all behind
‘Cause now your calls seem some kind of mellow



Will I run to you?
Even if I’m losing hours
Even if I’m losing hours of sleep
Today



I’ve been down too long
Yeah I know
I know ‘cause the radio’s been playing that same old song
That same old song



About this regular girl
With regular hopes
And regular dreams gone stale



‘Coz she doesn’t know where to go



We can find another break time to sit a talk a while
I’ll be your queen and you’ll be my king
And we’ll be dancing all night



But it’s getting there, it’s getting to me
And it’s tearing me apart
‘Cause I don’t know where to go



WILL I RUN TO YOU?


Monday, December 20, 2004

The delicious leche flan

Minsan, maiisip ko na kung may mahalagang mga tao sa buhay natin... alam ba nila na mahalaga sila para sa atin? hmmm... gulo 'no? gets mo? hehe...



Napapansin ko kasi na mas mahirap kalimutan ang mga simpleng bagay na ginawa sayo ng isang ordinaryong kaibigan. Minsan din kasi, wala tayong maasahan sa malalapit na kaibigan... lalo na kung may mga mas mahalaga silang gagawin. Siguro hindi na nila napapasin na kailangan mo rin ng tulong sa mga simpleng bagay katulad ng kabagutan. Hehe... basta ganun talaga. Kaya ngayon pa lang, para sa aking mga kaibigan, maraming maraming salamat. Lalung lalo na ung mga nakausap ko nitong mga nagdaang araw. Sorry sa mga pagkukulang... hehe drama 'no? basta, salamat sa lahat. Kung kinakausap kita ng maayos, kaibigan kita at maraming salamat ulit. Kung wala akong kwentang kausap para sayo, pwes... di kita kailangan. Hehe... cge! un lang... Teka, nagtataka kung bakit leche flan ang title 'no? Kasi kumakain ako ng leche flan sa ngayon... hmmmm... sarap! Hehe.. cge gud nyt! ü


Love Opened a Mortal Wound

Con el dolor de la mortal herida
by Sor Juana Ines de la Cruz


Con el dolor de la moral herida,
de un agravio de amor me lamentaba;
y por ver si la muerte se llegaba,
procuraba que fuese más crecida.

Toda en el mal el alma divertida,
pena por pena su dolor sumaba,
y en cada circunstancia ponderaba
que sobrarban mil muertes a una vida.

Y cuando, al golpe de uno y otro tiro,
rendido el corazón daba penoso
señas de dar el último suspiro,

no sé con qué destino prodigioso
volví en mi acuerdo y dije:--¿Qué me admiro?
¿Quién en amor ha sido más dichoso?

Sunday, December 19, 2004

comsci

#include
main()
{
clrscr();
printf("Hello World!");
getch ();
}

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Pasencya na kung hindi readable...

Bad trip kasi.. na coconvert ung mga line breaks. Tulong naman o! salamat! ü

Friday, December 17, 2004

Living lonely... do I really have to?

I incredibly woke up early today. I feel so sad. I feel so calluse. I'm empty... as empty as you imagine. As opened my eyes, the and made a phone call. I called him...with my pleading heart and rushing tears that lines from my eyes to my cheeks.. then to my pillow. He is gone... but it's alright. Shit happens.ü



I hooked online and found several friends of mine. I talked to them and told them what happened. They comforted me and I thanked them for being there. I love my friends much more than I loved any other guy. They're there to stay.



I called my friend by the phone to ease the pain of my bleeding heart. I asked if I can come on their place... good thing he agreed. He called my other friend and we celebrate in his place. A celebration for my bleeding heart. A celebration of being free once again... free from worries and from the hands of an unworthy person.



We played NBA live and tekken tag...I won in every game (ok pala ako pag bad trip) Hehe.. now I can laugh and smile. I'm happy enjoying the luxuries in my friends house but the best thing is the free internet access and the delicious foods that we cooked earlier this afternoon.



In still in his place and he is looking for his phone. He forgot where he put it. Hehe..(topak 'no?) I'm happy. I'm happy. I'm happy... with or without him cause I have a whole bunch of friends.



I need to go home by now, it's late at night and my mom will surely scold me once again. When I get home, I'll eat then rest. Clean my room and myself. Finally... my most awaited activity, to go to sleep. I need a break cause tomorrows gonna be a great day. I'll prepare for it and love it. Tomorrow... I'll be greater than the greatest.



I love my life though sometimes it sucks and shit happens. It's alright...shits are made to bring color to this wonderful world.



Good night.ü


Friends na lang daw kami

Gago! What for? Kung di mo ako kailangan, mas lalong di kita kailangan! Sana binabasa mo blogs ko dahil ang sarap sampal sa pagmumuka mo lahat ng sinabi mo... mahiya ka naman kahit konti. You made a decision and gave me a choice of no or no. Shut the fuck up upon your decisions... I don't need you anyway. I did everything just to stay together, just to find a way to work things out, just to show my affection. I always give time for you and for us... tangina mo talaga! Selfish! Inisip mo ba reactions ko and feelings ko when you made your decision? You consider nothing but yourself. I DON'T NEED YOU! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP! I'm neither interested to be your friend. There's more out there... hahaha... MUCH BETTER THAN YOU, or i guess I should say good cause your one of the worst. LIAR LIAR LIAR! Someday you'll die. Hehe... Ikaw na nga may mali, ikaw pa may ganang lumayas dyan... haha... bakit? kala mo hahabulin kita? E DI UMALIS KA! :)) bye bye... Ingat ha, baka madapa ka! haha... too much for it. I need to sleep. Kakagaling ko lang ng concert. ANG SAYA KAHIT WALA KA! hahaha! .......ZzZzZzzzzz!

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Happy Birthday to ME ü

Sayang hindi ako nagawa na birthday post. Yesterday was my birthday. ...I'm getting old, but I never grew up.

Yesterday was may birthday. For my treat, Emil, Patrick, A, Antonio and I, went bowling and billiards at Paeng's. Hehe... hindi na ako, (at kami) sanay sa malinis na tapete ng billiard table.ü (dahil sa Dapitan 80 lang pero medyo madumi...hehe ok na un!ü)

That bowling was great although napapasama ako sa tuwing titira ako. :)) tapos di pa kasya ung fingers ko an the hole of the 10 lbs bowling ball. hehe... liit kasi ng kamay ko.ü Nakakatawa si Emil when he is taking his shot... ang lakas kasi tsumamba.

We ate a Wendy's pero bago kami makakain, it took almost 40 minutes of queueing. While eating... grabe! tawa kami ng tawa. Ang bababoy nila.. hehe. Patrick cracked a joke while A was drinking kaya lumabas ung coke sa nose niya.. lol :)) Tapos A got something on his drink, hindi na namin nireklamo. From his drink then to his mouth niluwa niya lang. Kala namin it was a cabbage... then to be sure and to reward Patrick's curiosity... he bite it. Kala namin kinain talaga niya... grabe tawa kami ng tawa. It was hilarious.

I went home kasama si Antonio for a house party. almost a quater to nine na dumating sina Karla and Jc. Then Julie came few moments ago. :)

Ang kulit ni JC... lakas pa kumain. Naka-apat na balik yata cya. Mga 1 am na cla nag-uwian.

It was one great day... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! ü

Thursday, December 09, 2004

I WANNA DIE

...tonight. Never felt this dumb. Anak ng pota! Bad trip!

Monday, December 06, 2004

I don't wanna wait in vain

One great song by Bob Marley.

I just heard the remake of Bamboo and it's good as well as the acoustic of Hudas titled God knows Hudas no pay... hehe nice :D. Their cd has copy control so I'll just copy their songs to my hard disk, anyway we can make solutions for those things... hehe.. 'til here! gotta split to do my motherf**kin' homeworks. hehe.. peace out dude! Have a nice day! :D

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Experiencing LIVRE

May concert sa school last Friday and the title is LIVRE. Admission is free so expect that there will be some problems during the concert.
Ok yung mga bands, kaya lang inuna nila ang Bamboo kahit hindi pa masyadong maayos ung sound system nila. Para tuloy naging sound check lang sila dahil sabog ung performance nila dahil sa **** na sound system na un. Hehe... all the other bands are good. Ayos sana ung Imago, ganda talaga ng boses ni Aia kaya lang hindi nila kinanta ung rain song or any song song from their previous album, hindi tuloy ako masyadong nasiyahan. :D When Chicosci took the stage, the moshpit goes wild. Hehe... tama ba namang sa payat kong 'to e makipagtulakan ako with all the other guys there in the crowd. Hehe, sabi sakin ng friends ko "Pare, hinay lang baka kung san ka pulutin." Hehe.. :) ungas! :)
Anyway, we went home early kasi nagpaalam lang ako nung nasa consert nako and I said that I'll be home by 11. Thank God I reached home at eleven or else I'll be grounded. :D hehe.. ang saya! kahit na sumablay ang Sugar Free while they are singing Hari ng Sablay, namatay ba naman kasi ung sound system. Hehe.. pero it's great, hindi man maganda ung *** sound system, masaya naman ung crowd at mga taong kaslamman. Hehe.. 'til here! X-)