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Nandyan pa ba mga ala-ala

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'wag na paikutin ang isa't isa

Lahat ng bagay ay malinaw na

Hindi na rin kailangan pagpilitan pa

'di mo na kinakailangan pang magsalita

Nakita ko na lahat ito

Pinahihiwatig ng mata mo

Salamat na lamang sa iyo

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Rain

"I love the sound of the rain.
Unfortunately it's not easy to hear it anymore.
My apartment walls won't let me listen.
So I just wait.. and wait
and the rain would fall
and I will step outside to listen..."

At the computer shop

It's been so long since my last post. Di ako makaconnect sa internet dahil sira ang aming walng modong telepono. Hehe.. (sorry ha, dial up lang ako e). Hehe.. anyway, I'm here in a computer shop. Bad trip talaga.

Yesterday was UP fair at hindi ako nakapunta. Hay nako... talaga naman. Cge, hanggnag dito na muna Mr. Blog.! see yah! :D

project.. un lang
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Project ba talaga yan... hehe.
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Galing Quiapo...
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Napagod yata sa biyahe sina pat at a. ..hehe
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Wala akong magawa... ay mali. Marami pala akong dapat gawin pero tinatamad ako. (Hehe... umamin din!) Sabi ko pagdating ko sa bahay, magbabasa akong Rizal or Phil History pero tinamad na ako nang pumasok sa isip si domingo... the living legend.

Can't sleep due to excessive coffee comsumption. Bukas tensyonado nanaman ako. Matatraffic at siguradong late sa first subject. Kung bingo nga ung attendance dun siguradong tumama na ako... baka jackpot pa. Buti na lang di pa ako FA dun... nag-aaral naman kasi ako, konti... konti lang... hehe (I can feel the halo).

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Naalala ko pa rin ang mga kataga sa librong aking nabasa na sinulat ni Bob Ong, Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas. Nang una kong makita ang librong ito, nag-assume agad ako na puro ka demonyohan lang ang mga nakasulat dito. Pero mali ako nang akin itong nabasa. Masaya ang mga nakasulat. Puro kalokohan at katatawan. At sa malalim na paglinang ay nagtataglay ito ng mga mensahe at tanong na atin ding tinatanong sa ating mga sarili. Natatawa pa rin ako sa tuwing maaalala ko ang kanyang mga kataga. Hehe... maraming tanong na maiiwan sa inyong isip kapag nabasa mo ang librong ito.

Iipunin ko muna ang mga tanong at saka ko na lamang ibabahagi sa inyo upang magkaroon ng kalinawan at sagot ang mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan tungkol dito sa kumplikadong mundo.

You Are 20 Years Old

- I'm 2o years old? hehe...

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

- But I'm supposed to be this one...

3-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

Don't tell me I didn't warn you... (done during Filipino class)
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I draw like a grader.

And it sucks. Bad trip...

Rating: F - Needs a very very great improvement

Too bad... :(

During Physics lab

While my classmates are busy deriving formulas, I'm doing my own business... to sketch. To sketch a person whom I don't know. Patrick said it is my imaginary friend (hehe... muka naman akong baliw nun! praning lang ako! hehe).

This is a product of boredom multiplied by starvation raised to the thirty fifth power. Go ahead calculate and think. Hehe... I just grabbed a piece of used paper and took my pencil and gigantic eraser then start doing this crap. Dunno why the drawing looks like that... my hand just did it.

I made this during physics lab. (See the article above.)
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habang discussion... mas mainam magdrowing (sa halip na matulog) ...hehe.
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Chismoso and kapitbahay namin

It was written yesterday at 10:10 PM.

Isang nakakasuklam na ang nagdaan kahit na mahigit sa tatlumpung bahagi nito ay tulog ako. Oo natulog ako naghapon pero nakakainis talaga.

I guess it all started yesterday. I came home around 7:30 pm at sinabulong ako ng ina ko ng dakdak at sermon. Wala siya last week (she went to Quezon to do blah blah blah) and for her information, last week was our prelims week (at ngayon nya lang un nalaman...ganun cya ka-concern). She was nagging dahil inuumaga raw ako ng uwi nung time na wala siya. And guess who is her source of this fucking information. Yung tambay sa may terrace ng tita ko na kamag-anak yata namin (kuno!). He said that he saw me last week, coming home around 1 am. Nakita nya pa raw akong bumaba sa tryk at nagbubukas ng gate. When my ina (say it with force "INA!" ...yan) told me those things, I just laughed and told her that maybe, the girl he saw, wasn't me. Hapon ako umuuwi last week. I kept telling her that it's not true but I know that she's not believing in me. Tangina nung taong yun... isang ganap na chismoso!

I never came home at 1 am. Peksman! Mamatay man lahat ng ipis sa mundo, hindi pa ako umuuwi ng ala-una ng madaling araw. Tangina talaga nun... gumagawa ng kwento and he is convincing my mom that I'm came home that late. After that nonsense argument, I texted all my buddies in school to ask if there is a time that we went home that late. Wala naman daw kasi exams nga namin nun... maaga ang uwian. And they asked me why am I asking about those things. Sinabi ko kung bakit and they said that mom should not believe in those things... those things with fatherly concern... HHAHAHAHA..! Tangina talaga!!

Natulog akong galit na galit... gusto ko nang sugurin ung taong un kaso baka sabihin naman masyadong akong barbaric. Hehe.. kakausapin ko na lang pero papamuka ko sa kanya na nakakasuklam siya at mag-isip siya kung ako nga yun or 1 am na ba nung time na un. tangina nya talaga... sobra... bobo nya... sasabihin ko lahat un sa kanya. (I saw him yesterday and it looks like he was puzzled why I acted like that towards him... mahiwa siya sa talas ng irap ko... gago siya!!!) Back to my sleep... nakatulog ako while reading a book which I wanted to finish this weekend. Nagising ako ng 2 am tapos tulog ulit...

I had a dream. I thought it was a goodnight-sweet-dreams dream but it wasn't. I dreamed about a guy but it's not a fucking fantasy...hehe. Sa panaginip ko, he was murdered. Four stabs in his back and two in sides. At first, I thought it's just a brawl but when I saw his foe with a razor sharp knife, I told him to run as fast as he can. Then, when he turned left, there were five guys waiting for him and they stabbed him on his back. I can hear his scream and pitious shreik but all I can do is to stare and cry for help... cry his name. Then I woke up. It was 4:28 am on my clock.

Still in the state of shock, I took mobile phone and checked if there were messages. I texted my friend and I told her about my dream. She said it's horrible but it was a dream and all I need is to aim a glass of water and play my radio then get back to sleep. I also texted him, good thing he is awake by that time and he said he's fine. Sabi ko na lang mag-ingat siya.

One of the worse nightmares. Worse dahil dito pa sa place namin ang scene. tae talaga!